some advice.
December 11, 2006 | 6:01 PM
曲：對愛投降 – 張惠妹
william and ah ford both are really sweet people. once they realised i wasnt feeling really good, they immediately asked me what the matter was. sorry william, i botched up your dvd thing over the weekend. ^^" really didnt have the time and energy to settle it.
cnt wait for cameron. im so tired that i do need my
lepak break soon. perhaps to just get away from everything, and enjoy the fresh air and the solitude. okay, not really solitude, but relatively speaking lahh.
i miss calvin. need to talk to him ah, but chicago how to call?! i especially love this picture above though. courtyard chefs in action, as usual think they very shuai. haha. from left to right: william, ah ford, ah joe, calvin, chef gary, and the two new guys (ah choong and ah heng i think) >_<
perhaps it's time to step back from the situation and look at what you've been doing all this while. sometimes there are things you dont want to admit to yourself, because it's too painful to think about. but when you've tried, and tried, and still, it doesnt work, perhaps it is time to let go, and figure out how you are going to help yourself heal. don't make the same mistakes. 朋友那么容易放下吗？if it is really like that, then don't tell me i chose the wrong person to befriend. 不要做无谓的坚持了。到最后最重要的，是自己吧。the healing process is not going to be easy, but at least, you won't lose a friendship.
have you said you were sorry? are you? i dont think so.
velda.
